Some more stuff that God put on my heart

I couldn't sleep, so I wrote this down and posted it today!obviously, since it's here...
PAIN--how God will get you through it.
I fall on my knees, this pain I feel is so great. Yet I know you're here; through this pain I feel You. I'm holding onto You, I won't let go. I'm clinging onto You. You feel my pain, You weep with me; You know what I'm going through. You've been through it. These chains on me will soon come off; You gave me a promise that You'll redeem me and You'll keep that promise.

DEATH---and how we can pray against it.
There's a spirit of death here and I can feel it. People keep dying, people keep weeping. I can barely see you Lord. Where are you? Why is this happening? THere are so many questions that go unanswered. Is this in Your will? Is this so Your people will turn to you? Is this your judgement? Why is this happening? I only see one set of footprints, but are they mine or are they Yours?
As I believe I told you before, 3 car accidents have happened in less then a year, and I really do feel like there's a spirit of death. but we can pray AGAINST it! We can pray for our schools, our teachers, our classmates and even people who aren't in your class. Maybe prayer can stop things from happening.
LIFE---what happens when you feel nothing
How long will this darkness stay here? How long until it flees? I'm praying but what's happening? I can't see it yet Lord, but it's coming. I need to breathe You in. I need You to breathe into me. I need life, but I only see death. Are you going to leave me hanging? When are You coming? Save me from myself. I'm learned to accept the circumstances. I search for light, but I get only pain.
DON'T--don't accept the ways of the world
Don't accept this world the way it is. Don't accept their ways. live your life as a unique person. live Your life God's way. It won't avoid the pain, but someone is with you at all times; He never leaves you,. At times, it may seem there is only one set of footprins, but that's when He carries You.
FootPrints the poem is one of my most favorite poems EVER! And so I took some stuff from it in the above poems
I DID THAT TO YOU
That crown of thorns--I put it on Your head; those nails in Your hands--those same ones that healed people--and Your feet--I put them there. I condemned You before I knew You. But I know You now, I know of Your love. Will it be true or will I turn in the blink of an eye?I spit on You, I shouted curses; I hated You; but I love You now.. I put perfume on Your feet and wipe them with my hair; I whisper words of love to You. Will it be true, or will I turn at the sounds of the trumpet? I mocked You..but now I am an image of You. You made me clean, only YOU. You forgave me.

WHAT DO WE HAVE?
Those people who have onthing have more faith in You than me, who has everything.

I SURRENDER
I surrender my heart, I surrender my pride, I surrender my soul. I kneel down at Your altar, at the altar of grace, to worship my king, my beautiful king. You put me here for a reason and it's to worship You.

ok, that's about it, the stuff that was on my heart. It just keeps coming..GOd bless!


~Rachel Mae~